Skating and skating, I've realised that there's just too much that I cannot control.It is a hard realisation..and before the sun of faith rises, I'm bludgeoned into a darkening sunset. Everything ias now insignificant on so many levels. And everything more valuable on others. Little miss insignificant and her do anything for anything attitude, miss "self indulgent" disclaimers, miss unconditioned mammary glands and soo many more...They don't matter anymore. I'm free.
It's hard though, to feel so helpless in my faith. It's a terribly humbling feeling. In so many ways, I have just given up...And yet, in so many others, I'm being born again. I will no longer partake in what I do not need. Especially not over Little miss insignificant. She needs to be treated in accordance to what she means to me, which today, is nothing. I have let go. And I am free. And so while I do give up on so many levels;I rise on so many others..not as grand as a phoenix, but as humanly as I can.
To life again..with love.
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