Half

One of those days when I feel so half of everything. I'm almost ready to change my name to "yeah, just about there". And well yeah, did you notice the "almost ready". I don't know if it's luck, if its energy, destiny, god or just my face.

While on most days I'd fight it all out headstrong, today, I'm just weighed down and tired. Man's got to have a break right? And when they need it. Not when whatever it is in control[ if there is some such thing, there has to be, because I tell you, I'm really NOT in control here]decides.

Sometimes you just need to be cradled. Taken care of. Sometimes, you just want to know, that tonight isn't a night to be spent in fear and despair. But for a beautiful morning to come.

Someone needs to promise us that! And stick to it. It's really unfair otherwise.

Sure you could squeeze hope from the smiling successes all around you. But that could just as well have adverse affects on you. I mean common!!!! You need a break sometimes too!!!!!


Agh... unfortunately, seems like the sunshine is over and there's no more hay to be made.

Goodnight world!
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7 comments:

  1. kakaOctober 21, 2009 at 3:24 AM

    after the night comes day and with it the sunshine...:)...you will be ok...:)....i was out of town so the late comment...as far as b-tech is concerned i havent enjoyed it as i would have liked it to be...wat r the prospects of a degree in communicative eng?????

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  2. narcolepticNovember 3, 2009 at 10:22 PM

    Hey Kaka, thank you :) The prospects after a degree in CE? well since its a vocational course technically speaking you can join in any of the streams of media, advertising, print, TV, radio etc. But it does take some hard work, a few internships and knowing the right kind of ppl. What about you? And why haven't you enjoyed it?

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  3. kakaNovember 4, 2009 at 8:01 AM

    ok thats nice....u looking for a job now???.....engg hasn't gone according to plan...i hate the place and there are a few more things.....placements are gonna start soon,so lets see how they shape up....
    P.S: if u dont mind u can add me on fb...just for keeping in touch...dont take it the wrong way...tc..

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  4. narcolepticNovember 10, 2009 at 4:52 AM

    ey!, No im not looking r a job as of now, and i've heard a lot of engg students not like what they do. So why do you do it?

    Hey As for Fb, im not on it anymore. And no "wrong" intentions seen yet so none taken :)

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  5. kakaNovember 10, 2009 at 6:09 AM

    everyone wants their kids to do engg or become doctors...society is like that...any other profession is considered cheap...:(....hopefuly with time a kid gets to pursue wat he /she wants....wat r u doing as of now????taking a break???dont u have internet conn at home???u come a week after usually..tc:)

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  6. narcolepticNovember 19, 2009 at 9:34 AM

    Oh yeah thats true... its sad but its true...break yeah.. a long one! I do have a connection at home, its just that I don't log in often. :) Say how do I get updates on other blogs??/ You ever been to Bangalore?

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  7. kakaNovember 20, 2009 at 9:05 AM

    for updates on other blogs u can either follow the blog and see their new posts on either ur blogger dashboard i.e the home page or u can check them in google reader....or u can add a widget on ur blog which will blogroll them and u can check their blogs....banglore been there some 3-4 times the earliest when i was a small kid and cubbon park was my fav...my cousin has a house there and i have a few relatives too....
    P.S: add me on gtalk if u r ok.... id is rasbjayanthi2002@gmail.com.....tc..:)

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Sure, why not, let me have it.

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